From wearing hoop earrings to rude comments about singleness to discovering rolled ice cream, this winter season held several seemingly ordinary but important lessons.
My friend Emily is the mastermind behind the simple but meaningful practice she calls “What We Learned.” For years now, I’ve joined her by jotting down notes of the small, the sacred, the silly, and everything in between.
More than anything else, it helps me pay attention to what’s happening around me, what’s happening within me, and what surprises me along the way. This list holds a little bit of everything.
1. Bravery comes in one thousand different shades. Wear yours.
Sometimes bravery is as “simple” as wearing hoop earrings when, for at least a decade of your life, you’ve worn $5 pearl studs from Target every single day.
Or maybe that’s just me.
I challenged myself to practice bravery in a few different ways over the past few months. Some moments/decisions/conversations were bigger than others, at least from the outside looking in, but I’m not so sure bravery is actually about sizes as much as it’s about shades.
2. My book,, is available on Barnes and Noble and Books-A-Million.
You guys. If I hadn’t been in a quiet coffee shop when I found out this crazy news, I would have screamed out loud. Instead, I texted my friends very chill, casual messages like WHAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW?!
When you self-publish, you’re the author, publisher, designer, marketing director, etc etc all the things. And then your book hangs out on Amazon and spreads via word of mouth, which is wild and absolutely amazing… but you can’t take it further. On my own, I have no way of getting my book onto the B&N or BAM websites.
And yet there it is. God continues to surprise me, taking Even If Not places I can’t make happen myself. What in the world, guys. What in the world.
3. Rolled ice cream is a thing and it’s delicious.
4. There is nothing quite like a Winter Wonderland for a Florida girl.
I had never seen this much snow and honestly, I’m still not over it.
5. Everything about having your car totaled — dealing with a (horribly rude) insurance company, figuring out paperwork, researching and purchasing a new vehicle on your own — is very, very difficult.
But it’s possible. It can be done.
The end.
(Not really. There’s much more to the story, seven weeks worth of waiting and phone calls and demanding to be treated kindly and fairly. But I have no other semi-nice words about it, and so we shall call it a lesson learned and we shall move on. Glory hallelujah, Lord let it be over.)
6. Asking for help is not a sign of weakness.
Closely tied to the car wreck and then not having a vehicle for seven weeks is this truth, this lesson learned all over again that it’s okay to ask for help.
If you didn’t have a car and you asked me for a ride to the grocery store, I’d never consider you to be an inconvenience or an annoyance.
I grew up learning and believing that there’s strength in being independent. And there is, certainly. But that doesn’t mean handling everything on your own, and I needed the reminder.
Asking for help has never come easily to me… I’d much rather be the helper (can you guess my Enneagram number?). But for nearly two months, while it was quiet and I spent the vast majority of my time at home, I found myself saying “Can you take me to the grocery store?” and “If you wouldn’t mind, I’d love a ride to church” and my community so kindly gave when I had little to give in return. I’m grateful for a safe place to fall and for friends who show up and carry grocery bags.
7. My Instagram friends have SOME THOUGHTS about rude comments regarding singleness and buying yourself flowers.
I went back and forth about sharing anything from my experience at the grocery story. But I’m so glad I did because y’all, the comments. I’ll paste the caption below, but you can click the image above to view the Instagram comments.
The gentleman ringing up my groceries poked fun at me for buying these flowers. Something rude that isn’t worth repeating, something about being single and having to buy my own Valentine’s Day bouquet.
I awkwardly laughed and said nothing at all, too shocked in the moment to say any of the unkind responses that came to mind as soon as I stepped outside. Things like “You don’t know me, my story, or who these flowers are for. You don’t even know if I’m single, and Valentine’s Day was four days ago.”
I truly don’t say this to shame a stranger, but to point out two things:
One: We don’t know all the nitty gritty aspects of someone else’s story, and if we’re going to assume anything it might as well be that they could use encouragement.
Two: You don’t need permission to buy yourself flowers, to fill your life with the simple beauty of nature that God created to be enjoyed. And it’s not a prerequisite that you first be dating, engaged, or married. Buy bouquets for yourself, for your friends — just because. Will you receive strange looks or stinging barbs in the checkout line? I truly hope not, but I have, and so I can’t promise anything. But do it anyway and hold your head high because you are loved and cherished and seen and valued right there, right then.
Don’t pause your life. Buy the flowers.
(For over two years now, I’ve joined Emily Freeman as we’ve written and shared our “What I Learned” lists. For more fun facts + inspiration, visit Emily’s corner of the Internet or click here to look through any of my previous “What I Learned” posts. This link will take you to the list of what I learned last winter.)
Thanks so much for sharing with us at the #LMMLinkup, Kaitlyn! Your excitement and vulnerability are refreshing and your words inspire and encourage. Blessings to you! So happy about your book being found in many places! How exciting for you!
I buy myself flowers and I’m married. hahaha You keep buying those flowers and yea about your book!!
Urgh. People can be so…not nice. But when I think about it, my careless remarks have probably ruined someone’s day a time or two. I work really hard to filter myself. I feel all your feels about insurance companies…they suck the joy out of life (especially medical insurance–my care insurance experiences have all been great).
It’s true, and it was a good reminder for me as well to be thoughtful with the words I speak (to others and to myself).
sorry about your car wreck, oh man, not fun, figuring out the insurance stuff, sounds super annoying on top of the already stressful parts of a car wreck. I feel for you.
Also, I heard a similar story from a friend about a rude comment on Valentine’s Day , my jaw dropped when I read what had been said to her upon picking up a dessert for her mother on Valentine’s Day at her mom’s favorite restaurant. Sigh!!!! On a happier note, love that you got to enjoy beautiful snow!
I love how you mentioned wearing hoop earings instead of studs. I have been going WAY out of my comfort zone these past few months to learn how to use make up. I have never been a make up person so it’s something I had to work up a little bravery to get into!
I’m not a make up person either. It’s interesting how bravery can look different for each one of us… even if it’s a “small” as hoop earrings or eyeliner.
Two things: I tried rolled ice cream for the first time last night, on a Friday, so yes, I totally agree with you. It was so delicious! And #BuyTheFlowers needs to be a trending hashtag, because YES!
I’m in for that hashtag.
Kaitlyn, it is crazy how life asks us to step out in even the smallest ways to experience bravery and a freshness in life. I only recently began buying myself flowers to display in my office and it feels good. I’ve never heard of rolled ice cream but hope I have the chance to try it. Congratulations on your book and its soaring popularity!
I love the whole idea of writing down what you learned. It seems like such an interesting, unique perspective on how you can grow! Will be following you for more updates!
I’d highly recommend it! Not only for the way you’ll find yourself viewing your life, but for the gift of being able to look back on what you learned later on.
Wow, I so admire your bravery and humility in asking for help when it can really be the hardest thing (I’m an Enneagram type 2 and feel your pain!) Love that you bought the flowers and shook off the rudeness too- life is too short to let those comments define us 😘😘
My husband passed away in January and I am still picking up the pieces of my life. Today’s brave thing was to join the local gym and go buy exercise clothes. Got the pants for only $4 on clearance and they’re a little…snug…all the more reason to get up and get moving!
Jennifer, I know we’re strangers but I’m proud of you. Way to go, girl.
Ugh! What a rude man at the store! I’m married and have bought myself flowers, just because I wanted to. I agree, don’t let the rudeness of others stop you from enjoying life. And no, we don’t ever know what others are going to and it takes just as much time to say something encouraging as it does to be mean. Bless you for the reminder of how hurtful careless words can be.
That is so exciting about your book! I self-published as well and I struggle to get the word out more. Marketing is not my strong suit, but I suppose it is one of the many hats we wear. Any tips?
Also, the hoop earrings and little brave things are fantastic. They are the building blocks to big brave things.
There are several marketing tips I could give, but the base of it would be prayer. And practically, if you’re looking for a group that bounces ideas off one another, Hope*Writers is a great option. :)
“Don’t pause your life. Buy the flowers.” This. What a beautiful reminder to embrace this life we’ve been given with a heart of gratitude! Thank you for reminding me to say thank you today. Love your WIL List!