He Is a Present Tense God
Holley Gerth is one of my very favorite people in all the world. That seems a bit dramatic, but I really mean it. I’ve read her words for over a decade, worked as her assistant for nearly seven years, and though sometimes I jokingly say she’s my boss, at the end of the day she’s a dear friend.
This summer I read an early copy of her newest devotional and knew right away—I want you to have her words, too. It’s my joy and honor to share Day One of What Your Soul Needs for Stressful Times: 60 Powerful Truths to Protect Your Peace with you!
++++
Think of the last moment when you experienced stress. It could have been at home or in traffic, in your kitchen or in a conference room, in the hallway of a hospital or as you scrolled through social media. It might even be right now as you’re reading these words.
What do all the times we experience stress have in common? The outcome feels uncertain. We don’t know if our dream will succeed or fail, if the conflict in our relationship will get resolved, or if the test result will come back the way we’d hoped.
Humans feel stress when we experience uncertainty, and there’s plenty of it in our world right now. It seems in the middle of all the challenges we face, some people have unshakable faith, that they never struggle with questions or doubts, fears or messy spiritual failures. It’s best you know right up front that I’m not one of them.
Instead, I often find myself worrying about the future. I picture the worst-case scenario—the world falls apart, completely runs out of coffee, or I make an epic and unredeemable mistake. Then I start asking, “Where are You, God? Why won’t You help me?”
In those moments, it helps to remember that when Moses asked God His name, the answer was simply, “I AM” (Exodus 3:14). Why does this matter in stressful moments? Because I AM is present tense.
God’s name is not I Was.
His name is not I Will Be.
His name is I AM.
This means the only place we can fully experience the presence of God is the present. So, of course, it feels like He’s not in our imaginary, worst-case scenario future. When we get to tomorrow, He will be there. But today He is exactly where we need Him to be—with us.
As Melissa Spoelstra, author of The Names of God study, says, “When Moses needed confirmation, Yahweh said, ‘Whatever you need, I AM.’ If you need a provider, I AM. If you need help, I AM. If you need deliverance, I AM.” Moses wasn’t in church or at a spa getting a pedicure when God spoke the name “I AM” to him. He was in a desert—a dry, lonely, difficult place. So we can take comfort in knowing God is with us even in our hard places. Our challenges do not change His character or commitment.
Paul writes in Romans 8:38, “I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love.”
Here’s what we all need to know in every stressful moment: God is with me right now.
God is with you right now.
And whatever tomorrow brings, He will be there too.
Prayer: God, thank you for always being with me. You are present in every stressful moment, and You alone can bring me the peace I need. I’m so grateful nothing can separate me from Your love. Help me trust you with everything that brings me stress, whether big or small, knowing You care about it all. Amen.
Quote: He’s with us in the big and the small, leaving His fingerprints on every page of the story, forever reminding us: Remember My goodness here. Look around. Do you see Me? I’ll hang the clouds in the sky and fling stars into the velvet night all so that you remember in both daylight and darkness, I’m with you always. – Kaitlyn Bouchillon (it feels pretty strange to include my own words in this excerpt, but it is in fact the quote printed in the book for Day One. So, include it I shall. Thanks for your kindness here, Holley.)
++++
I’ve read all of Holley’s devotional books and What Your Soul Needs for Stressful Times: 60 Powerful Truths to Protect Your Peace is my favorite yet.
Each entry/devotional follows the same format:
– a short and relatable story
– followed by Scripture, practical take-aways, and non-fluffy encouragement
– ending with a short prayer, a question to consider, and an inspiring quote
I’ll return to What Your Soul Needs for Stressful Times again and again (truth: I’ve already read through it four times) . . . but it’s also one I’ll give several friends. The topic is especially timely and the content is approachable, thoughtful, well-written and encouraging. If you’ve been stressed lately (and honestly, who actually feels 100% easy-breezy given All The Things right now), this devotional is for you. You can order a copy here or, for weekly encouragement, follow Holley on Instagram.
Additional posts…
Sunday Song & Scripture {31 Days :: Day 5}
This little corner of the Internet began as It Just Takes One. It wasn't until this summer that I put on my big girls pants and moved to KaitlynBouchillon.com. But back when IJTO began, I would write about reality TV, my favorite music and what Jesus was teaching me....
When Your Story Isn’t Pretty {31 Days :: Day 4}
We had a lot of lot of tear-stained pillow late night conversations, me and God. I did most of the talking and not always a lot of listening, if we're being honest. And He listened so well, so intently and sweetly. He heard the cries, the worries, and the wants. Even...
New v. Now {31 Days :: Day 3}
Every Friday the prompt goes up and #fmfparty slows down. We breathe out our hearts, sharing the hurts and the joys and splitting hearts and words wide open. Come join us? During the month of October, I'll be doing my darn best to fit the FMF prompt with I don't want...
God Isn’t Afraid Of Your Mess {31 Days :: Day 2}
I don't know your story. I'm not sure where you come from or what roads you've walked. You could have brown hair and blue eyes or red hair and green eyes, for all I know. Maybe I've stood behind you in line for coffee or perhaps we'll never step foot in the same state...
Every Story Matters {a 31 day journey}
We're gonna just flat out go for it, you and me. Because every story matters and it's time we live like we believe it. And maybe you don't think yours matters . . . maybe you think it's a story full of ordinary days of nothing special. I beg to differ. Every story...
Because {Five Minute Friday}
The wall that you're praying will come down is going to collapse . . . The secret hope that scares you is not too big or too impossible . . . That prayer you've been praying for longer than you can remember is not too far gone . . . You're going to make it . . . You...
Hold {Five Minute Friday}
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones Coldplay, Fix You Sometimes when you're drowning the best way to make it to shore is to encourage the ones around you. When it's dark and you can't see to hold onto anyone else's hand, you reach yours out instead. And...
When God Is Quiet and the World Is Loud
My throat is in that tight, choking grip that comes when you've just cried or are holding back the tears. It's both/and today. There is so much noise everywhere we turn - in the media, in Facebook feeds and Twitter streams, in classes and books and everywhere more...
You’re Already Enough
Okay, I’ll go first. Deep breath. I don’t always believe it. I don’t always feel it. I don’t always hear it. And the worst part is – when I do hear it, I’m often the one saying it. Before I called myself a teenager I called myself too much. Before I went to college I...
Community [Link-Up and Giveaway]
We were made for it but for many, it has also wounded us. You know it as well as I do, community can heal but community can hurt. Sometimes it walks away and sometimes we choose to do the walking, but instead of focusing on the have-beens or the maybe-some-days I want...














![Community [Link-Up and Giveaway]](http://kaitlynbouchillon.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/BuildingBridges-400x250.png)





